Feeling stuck with this place now. Dont really know what I am gonna do with it. It is more like leave your destiny to some random people. Everything could go wrong and I feel I have no control. But, I am still optimistic. Nothing could be worse than giving up on oneself. The past few years have taught me how to survive crisis, big and small, thus all I need is self-motivation. Life is a battlefield, the only thing that s unacceptable is putting up white flag. I will be fine... Hard time is always just temporary and the stronger I become the shorter it will last...